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2009-01-19T21:06:00.001+08:00

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2009-01-19T17:57:00.003+08:00

damn.

studies are giving me nightmares.

the day that i started studying my ael i had a nightmare after that.

skipped land training today to study at home.

i've promised not to sleep in class and listen attentively till the end of exams.

which is about 4 more weeks.

need to catch up in order to know what's happening in class.

stressed.

cause it's not easy to study without any lecturer teaching me.

purely from notes.

new year resolution of gpa > 3.5 ? hope so.

2009-01-18T22:10:00.001+08:00

heh.

another week is over just like that.

just another week closer to exams. :(

i've missed 2 chapters of ael and del. 1 chapter of maths.

i'm going to catch up as much as possible this week.

yes. i'm studying. -.-

2009-01-13T09:39:00.003+08:00

ntu 3v3 is over.

our team got the bottom last placing.

used to have 4 good working people.

1 quit, 1 back got severely injured, 1 had a cold and we have no experienced keeper.

so left me in good working condition.

but before 3v3 i didn't really have the mood to play by looking at this team.

first match with tpeace was closed 3-4. 2 mistakes were made by me. i did not shoot well and i deeply regretted for not training up my shooting.

for so many pool slots i've missed the drive-in shooting because i've to switch boat with zac.

if only i've shoot more maybe that 2 balls would have gotten in making it a 5-4. MAYBE.

and MAYBE if we didn't have that misunderstanding of who is the keeper we wouldn't be so messy during the zone. cause hefron was the actual keeper but because his back hurts he asked me to be but i didn't hear it during the game. so i thought he was still the keeper.

second match was with spseaweed. junwei came and gave us advice. we heeded them and was leading at first but i didn't know what happen in the end causing it to be a 3-6? i missed 3 blocks as it was all upper bar. if only i know how to keep and lower my paddle as all the 3 shots was near me i could have blocked it. only knew how to keep at the last match when weizheng teach me -.-

third match was with nus d. i really thought we could win them. one of their players got yellow card so it was 3v2. played man-marked but dick didn't know how. i knew how but i was the keeper and it was too late to change. fast break but hefron missed the shot. lobe ball goal and i couldn't catch it was very very emo.

last match with elmo. didn't really have the mood to play already. and when hefron back finally breakdown. i really did not have any mood left to play. felt like crying by looking at hefron in this state.

to summarise, there were lots of maybe and if only.

but each individuals mistake got summed up to be team mistakes.

deeply regret for not training up for my shooting.

and i felt that i didn't do much for the team cause my keeping sucks and i did not do much as i was a keeper. aggression was low throughout the game because i was just sitting there. so many regrets.

but well, it's over.

and i have a new drive in me.

i can't wait for the next pool slot.

cause i want to train harder. so much harder. especially my shooting.

i like this wake-up call.

2009-01-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

pool slot on saturday morning.

after which ntu friendly till late night.

3v3 competition on sunday morning till night.

it's gonna be one hell of a weekend.

2009-01-06T22:28:00.001+08:00

my body aches like never before.

after 3 weeks without gym.

i'm almost as stiff as a robot now.

2009-01-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

well.

on the way to jp today.

i saw a damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn cute girl. is seriously damn omg. omgomgomgomg.

and.

my wrist, my elbow and my shoulder are injured. my right arm to be specific.

it's aching like fuck.

the wrist is the worst. cannot exert any force on it.

i guess no more pushups and bench presses until it's healed.

hope it will be okay before the next gym session if not no bench presses :(

2009-01-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

the first day of the year !

2008-12-31T22:57:00.003+08:00

"Bye Bye 2007.

Hello two thousand egg.

Will do a decent post today.
2007 has been the most challenging year in my life, be it studies or you-know-what. Finally I've reached the finish line after many obstacles, glad that I've made it through. So looking forward to the two thousand egg, maybe there's change in my shitty life. New friends, new environment and a whole new change of attitude in me.

My New Year Resolution?
Haven't give it a thought, maybe just want to focus on my studies, a crucial 3 years of my life to determine whether I'm eligible for the Uni. I've regretted for not doing well in PSLE and I guessed that it will happen again for the Olevel. When can I be serious in my studies? If I don't get into a Uni I'm so totally fucked. I want to practice consistency in my studies.

Hmm... What's more...

Spend more time with my dad.

Alright, that's about it. Can't think of anymore things now.

Half-day today with a full-day pay again."

Well. that was my last year's post for the last day of the year.

Let me wrap up my 08 life.

Yup. It was a whole new environment for me this year. Thought my class life would be better than secondary days cause poly students tend to be fun. But holy shit. I got into a class of 21 China students and 6 local nerds not including myself, duh. It was worse than before. I did try to accept my class but gave up in the end cause it was too. cheena. and nerdy. So my days ahead was a lot of psp-ing, sleeping and emo-ing. Decided to take up water sports this year too so at the start I was thinking of joining wakeboarding, dragonboat or canoepolo. In the end, quite reluctantly joined canoepolo cause sinhan asked me to accompany him. But hey, it turned out fun. Met a lot of fun people and a new passion got instilled in me. The friends I've made in canoepolo totally kept my days in poly going. If I were to depend on my class, god. I rather drop out of poly. Canoepolo definitely took up a lot of time in poly but I've made it this far. Studies was easy for the 1st semester but the difficulty level got up during the 2nd semester. Maybe it is just me sleeping in class almost every single day. That's a habit that I must change ( as if i will ). Drinking was a lot more this year, I just can't imagine what will happen when I turn 18 next year. Drink driving ? Yeah, you all are invited to come eat curry chicken. Friendship was kind of strong throughout the year till recently. I hope we are not drifting. Love was not in my vocabulary this year so we can skip that. Maybe a few fantasies and addiction, HAHA. Family, hmmm, was alright. I don't think I quarreled with any of them this year which is a good thing. What else... this is the year I've became a mac-user ? HAHAHA.

Alright.

I think I fulfilled all of last year's resolution as it was a simple one.

Time for this year.

gpa of 3.5 and above, improve in canoepolo, able to play in the nat champs, stronger, hotter body, tanner, ermmmmm. nothing much really.

happy twenty oh nine peeps.

2008-12-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

just 2 more days to 2009.

and school's starting next monday.

feeling restless and bored this week.

don't feel like blogging anymore already.

well, it was a good run.

2008-12-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

wheeeeee.

a good well-rested day.

pool slot tomorrowwwwww!

2008-12-25T01:50:00.000+08:00

merry christmas peeps.

these past few days was fun.

had agm and mini gathering on tuesday. definitely will miss all the graduating seniors. after agm went to eat zi cha and drank heavily.

pool slot on wednesday and first time in my life my face turned pale. so apparently i rested throughout most of the time and just watch the game.

wanted to head to town after slot as it was christmas eve but a lot people not free. so the plan was to head home and just sleep. but soon received a call and it was another drinking session at someone's house.

thursday, which is today. slept till 3pm and was asked to go to town. but something cropped up at the very last minute so headed to town like 9pm just to catch yes man with the rest and have supper.

first time drinking 2 days straight. and first time i got sick of vodka. seriously, vodka just sucks. tomorrow, is rest day. so got to drink lots of water and sleeeeeeeeeeep.

i do have a few pictures but i'm lazy to upload. so just live with it.

off to prison break.

2008-12-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

hey hey!

just got back from malaysia.

time passes very quickly where we were there cause most of the time was busy shopping and only had 1 day of match.

didn't bought lot of things there. think i spent most of my money on food.

auntie anne's ftw.

some of us chipped in money and bought a jack daniel's whiskey on the first day.

as usual leo the noob got high. bil started beating him and everyone followed.

tomorrow there's slot.

tues is agm and hardcore drinking day?

wed is christmas eve and hardcore drinking day?

thur is christmas.

2008-12-13T16:07:00.002+08:00

well.

this is going to be a long post.

lots of things bugging me now.

let's talk about the saddening part.

the sight of when your so called "team" walking away while someone was still eating was really heartbreaking. it really is. at that time, i felt betrayed and left out. so i supposed this is what we call a team yeah.

and the times when your teammate was wrongly accused of something, you rather help someone who is not playing with you, let's say for the next 1-2 years. i know some spoke up for me, but their actions after that just make me felt that i was in the wrong. this is what we call a team again.

moving towards the angry part,

our clique was so called blacklisted. all i have to say is that, it take's two hands to clap. you have been saying we are not taking initiative to bond or whatsoever but the actual fact is that we already did. another thing is, what did the other clique do to bond with us? i don't see any. they can just say they felt sad by saying there's two cliques. well, i can say that too.

effort? push yourself? that's what we always hear you say but when i applied it, i've got scolded instead. yes, i was down with food poisoning the day before but i still can do some minimal physical things. so i thought to myself, there's no need for me to report sick. i can't do things as perfect as i can last time but i pushed myself to do the maximum. it may not be a lot but at least i tried. when the others did not do standard, i just heard no count no count. even that i've been accused, that single just one non-standard pull up made our whole group start from zero. bias? i don't care if you're unhappy or what, i care more about my that particular group. i felt bad, i want to do more for them, but i just don't have the strength. as it was "my fault".

i just can't believe, after a shit day of food poisoning vomiting, i still have to face a childish act today.

i'm too sleepy and tired to feel angry anymore.

just feeling very depressed.

off to sleep...

2008-12-12T15:12:00.002+08:00

ah fuck.

yesterday was the worst day in 2008.

the puking feeling because of drinking is not even near how i puked yesterday.

i ate laksa after a long long time. but the next thing was food poisoning by it.

laksaphobia.

now, feeling all weak. hope i'll be okay by tomorrow's slot.

2008-12-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

i'm so sleeeeepy.

ct finally overrr.

but no time to slackkk.

going beach road and gyming tomorrowww.

sat, sun, mon, tues and wed have pool slottt.

thur fri sat sun going kl with teammm.

tireddd.

ohoh! i saw this bangla using a miniature n95 8gb the other day. damnn cuteeee!

will head down to sls one day to findddd. wahahaha.

byeee.

2008-12-09T21:37:00.001+08:00

woah.

just 2 more papers !

how fast.

bye !

2008-12-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

common test starts tomorrow !

like finally.

2008-12-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

wow.

exam fatness.

sucks !

2008-12-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

yayness that i finally figured out most of the adv. maths.

and now. doing ael and del ct. feeling low.

hais.

playing "everything we had" over and over again.

jiayou bf !

2008-12-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

one song.

about a girl.

HAHA.

anyway ! i think today was kind of a productive day. it was my first time looking at advanced maths though the lecturer has been teaching it for like 2 months already.

well, i think i'm going to fail this module. don't understand anything at all. spent the whole day doing just one common test paper.

but then again. i still have 3 whole days to study. so i think can make it la.

after studying. went to have late late dinner at market again. listening emo songs all the way. then sh and i decided to buy 1 bottle of baron each to drink.

so now, i'm sooo sleepy. don't think i'm going to study anymore today.

tomorrow wake up at 9am to chiong.

2008-12-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

Everything we had - The Academy is...

You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there.

It was the only place I'd ever known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there, longer there.

Well, you saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had, everything we had.
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had...

I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.

"Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist." so god damn true.

coincidence. connections. fate.

2008-12-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

wa effffff.

i just remember i have adv maths to study.

from the start ! cause leo always distract me in class. knssss.

2008-12-01T10:23:00.001+08:00

bleah.

did not go to school today. because i overslept for comt.

well, at least i can study at home. target for today, finish em3a.

it's all falling apart.

2008-11-30T21:00:00.003+08:00

last pool slot today for ct.

time to study like a dog.

pen or paddle ? PEN NOW. PADDLE LATER.

my right arm joint is failing me again. hurt it when doing bench press on one of the gym sessions.

when all these are over we can go drinking againnnnnnn.

2008-11-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

you have stolen my heart.

2008-11-27T22:18:00.003+08:00

time for updateeee.

nothing much this week. just gyming and slight studying.

i feel so tired. i just want all these to be over. then we can all go out to have fun like last time.

dancing and horrible singing. yeah.

2008-11-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

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2008-11-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

tried out the doubledutch today.

damnnn nice.

can't wait for tomorrow's slot.

right blade.

left blade.

oei. don't take my paddle for a pole leh ! hahahaha.

2008-11-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

was supposed to collect my paddle sticker today but things change so we went park mall to have sakae sushi buffet.

wahahahahaha.

first time laugh until stomachache while eating because the food just kept coming in.

they wanted me to spam the orders so i did. whenever the person came with like so many of the same kind of sushi we just laugh like mad.

luckily they allow us to cancel quite a number of orders.

tomorrow slot ! first time testing out my dd. so guys, please try not to hurt it kay ?

teehee.

"J" girls are mostly hot stuff !

2008-11-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

FULL CARBON DOUBLE DUTCH !

SEXIEST GIRL ALIVE .

there's a price to pay for such chio-ness.

AURARIZEDDDD!

2008-11-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

hohoho.

i'm bored.

heard some good news from mum today. total yay-ness.

study eh !

2008-11-17T23:02:00.004+08:00

hohohoho.

had our 1st gl training today. fun fun fun.

but at the same time felt guilty not going for land training.

so after gl training we had some self training !

that's the least we can do yeah.

not going to gym tomorrow. cause wed have compro test, thur have enps test.

time to study. ct coming. SIAN.

will try to chiong gym during the ct break. must buck up alr.

doubledutch on thur yo. smilessss !

you brought me in.

and now, we should stay till the end, together.

give it another shot.

turb0n3tics !

remember the times. there's more to come

at the end of the day, if that's what you want, I won't stop you.

but I promise we will ALWAYS stay together.

2008-11-16T16:57:00.003+08:00

wa damn.

hefron hit my neck area with the paddle during the game just now.

causing a small pain bulge behind my ear bone and a slight headache now.

going to take a nap now.

2008-11-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

hot stuff !

cute vampire !

almost. in class today manszxzxz. must control. stupid ben, keep fantasizing.

anyway.

mal sick.

sh sick.

ben and i going to be sick.

having sore throat.

all mal fault. kns.

take care all !

2008-11-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

if you continue to be like this, you are going to fail. - my hong kee del lecturer

thanks. i really needed that.

it's seriously too much to handle, time to choose priorities.

2008-11-11T14:19:00.003+08:00

wahhhhhhh

i slept in class today.

for about 15mins.

not bad already. improving.

usually tuesday will sleep for at least an hour.

i'm very depressed about my new haircut manszxxz.

anddd.

dd is confirmed cause song peng said so. hehehe

posted during AEL.

2008-11-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

argh.

pussy hair.

enough said.

i've a feeling that my dd will break. well, i still wants a dd.

so be it.

well. my studies will be upped by another level for 2.1.

i'm not sure if i can cope with studies and cca.

cause everything just clashes heavily when the vacation starts.

decided to take a step at a time. don't want to think too much. just focus on what comes my way.

cause 船到桥头自然直. LOL!

after that briefing. i tell myself.

NO MORE SLEEPING IN CLASS.

gtg sleep.

2008-11-09T00:10:00.005+08:00

latest news.

dad pay paddle.

mum pay trip.

i pay for the rest. hahahahahha.

woooo. love daddy to the maxxxxxx!

oi where's my doubledutch ?

2008-11-08T20:11:00.004+08:00

now i've have to offer a price to my mum so as to be fair.

about $700++. how much should i ask for subsidy... hmmm...

this year will definitely be the year that i've spent the most amount of money in my life.

time to use my job funds. :(

save the cheerleader, save the world.

save the money, save eugene.

and can some kind souls please help me do this SURVEY.

thanks

2008-11-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

the hand vs thigh experiment.

injured my calf from the last sprint training.

then yesterday don't know what happened.

just walking around the house, my left hip joint got a sudden pain.

till today. i think i'm dying soon.

well... nothing much to blog about.

2008-11-02T20:25:00.001+08:00

virgin snow.

and i lurbbes nanaeeee.

2008-11-01T20:10:00.003+08:00

Pool slot is getting more interesting as time passes.

had a discussion with mum just now. the deal got through, meaning my weekly pocket money will be increase to $80. but then, I didn't accept it and stayed on with the measly $60.

somehow I felt bad because now it's like a single parenting thing in my family.

dad is at overseas. he's paying for the major stuffs but not for mine and it's been like 5 years I've been taking money from my mum.

then I told her I bought the havaianas and going to shop for fbt shorts tomorrow. she just ask me to go her wallet take. well, this is the reason why i stayed on for $60.

had a dream during my nap. it was about us going drinking again. hahaha. funn

ehhhhhh. i want my double dutch !

2008-10-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

heh heh heh.

another week is finishing soon. how fast.

my eastpak bag came today but I wasn't at home so have to collect it at cck tomorrow.

i'm gonna sleep early tonight. nights

2008-10-28T10:05:00.001+08:00

lol.

suddenly felt emo after listening to a song.

emo during compro. hahaha.

it's been long since i felt like this.

2008-10-27T14:56:00.007+08:00

start of with pool slot yesterday.

after that went home, went to do my iac.

out at 6pm. met up with the sinhan, leonel and benedict at bpp.

took bus 960, it was ownage. a bus full of ah neh neh. it was hot and any bars we touch were fucking oily and some of them are gays so we were like so afraid.

was glad when the bus reach little india. but then i still feel that the bus was fucking dirty.

reached bugis and immediately went to wash our hands. met up with malcolm, damian and dickson.

went to have steamboat. personally i feel the food sucks there, but what do you expect for 15 dollars. all of us ordered 1 bottle of heneiken each except ben. again we forced leonel to drink. hahaha.

finishing it was a bit high only. went to bugis junction, the don't know what puff shop was giving out free samples but we just stood there to eat and eat. i think we already quite high so didn't care about our faces. haha.

saw a sports camp gl there, alice. we were like thinking is it her, and then leonel went to shout out her name loudly. haha, i think he drunk already, 1 bottle of heneiken can own him. she turned, so we were like thinking want to ask her to help us take a picture of us.

picture taken. went back to bp next, leonel went home.

our high-ness became low. because the bus ride was long and sleepy.

went to sinhan house to take his vodka pears.

head over to fajar shopping centre for green tea, cups, lots of macdonald serviettes and ice.

saw jerome there drinking with a bunch of friends.

head over to a roof carpark near there.

omfg. i was so freaking hot cause i was not in my sports attire. i took out all my clothes till my boxers.

started drinking, this time, we didn't mix at all. it was neat at first and then had it on the rocks.

played zhong ji mi ma and i think i lose the most. and then whenever i drink i would drink quite a lot.

so damian and i got superrrr high. started dancing to sinhan's hardstyle music.

did hiphop, robot dance, crappy dance, tango, indian dance. LOL

i was perspiring like how i ran finish a 4km run.

played catching and rugby with the green tea. by that time we already finish the vodka. i think this is the fastest time we finish the vodka for just a few of us.

went over to my house to get another bottle of vodka. hahahaha.

i saw a group of indians on the way opposite the street and i just shouted heyyoz. they replied with happy deepavali. hahaha.

we were singing loudly on the streets. damn horrible singing i tell you.

went home changed to my sports attire and took the vodka. head over the the park nearby.

at that time damian was already dead. i felt like vomiting while mal and sinhan superrrrrr high-ness just kicked in.

all of us were just singing in the hut. i high halfway and went to vomit already.

damian came my house to sleep while mal went to sinhan house.

damian still went to shit at my house. hahaha. i didn't know drunk people can still have feeling to shit.

wanted to wait for him but the next thing i know i woke up. it was morning and damian was sleeping on the floor.

was light. tongue numb. and our foot was freaking black. must be when we were at the carpark dancing without slippers.

sent damian downstairs. had teh-bing and felt like vomiting.

mum knew we went drinking cause when she woke up in the morning she smelled hard liqour from the toilet all the way to the door. hahaha. she didn't scold cause she's keeewl. hehehe.

I SERIOUSLY SHOULD STOP DRINKING. that's the thing i've been saying but not doing. oh well.

HEYYOZ. HEY YALL. PEEEKTURES TIME.

grosss

welcome to the black parade

there's still a funny 30mins video but it's 700mb. will find a way to upload.

2008-10-26T17:44:00.001+08:00

hahahahaha

today is the day manzxzxzzx

blog later.

super highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-10-24T20:50:00.001+08:00

tomorrow.

the taste of chlorine.

2008-10-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

damian damn kp.

i hate him.

he fucking bully me in school.

i don't understand. my life is terrible enough because of my class and now this fucking newcomer comes in and bully me. :(

hais.

2008-10-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

looking at how seniors are at the gym today really motivates me to gym more often.

really need to buff up asap.

can't wait for sunday !

2008-10-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

rifle range today. 16km.

reached home at 11pm.

still have to study.

tomorrow 8am class.

think of it also sleepy already. hais.

and no more slacking.

now. study AEL.

tomorrow. study. gym.

wednesday. land training. study.

thursday. study. gym. study.

friday. study and go home slackkkk.

saturday. pool slot. land training.

sunday. pool slot. enjoy.

monday. ah neh neh day.

2008-10-19T15:53:00.002+08:00

what a day to end the week.

sprint for a whole 1 hour today.

it was shag.

with the sun shining directly onto the pool.

you can't open your eyes fully.

chlorine water and perspire dripping down your face making it even harder to open your eyes.

your hands are burning. your muscles are aching. you have absolutely no saliva left.

your mind doesn't want to stop but your body wants.

it felt like forever.

2008-10-18T17:03:00.004+08:00

today's training was shagggg. first time i felt like vomiting after sprinting.

every time i twist my trunk i just felt like the thing is coming out, especially when doing stern dip.

lesson learnt, don't eat ba chor mee for breakfast.

i think i got sunburnt again. -.-

and i want go tanning soon because of the stupid tan lines.

i've hit 70kg recently, even if early in the morning never eat anything also 70kg. that's my stable weight already. like finally.

my target is to get heavier. was thinking of 80kg but i think that's too much?

i want to get my full carbon double dutch paddle soon but i know we must still train with shotover.

i don't dislike the shotovers, just that i want to have my chio full black dd with me. :(

4 more months ?

think i would prefer the holidays now than schooling although it was much tougher during the holidays.

school is slack, but bored. holiday is training, but can do anything i want.

school starts = no mahjong and drinking ? drinking confirm no-no but i want mahjonggggg.

2008-10-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

del lecturer was saying how windows copied apple bla bla bla.

somehow i felt he was a good and smart lecturer. hahahaha.

and can someone pleaseeeee get me the new macbook? damn chio man.

tomorrow going to row row row after a long long time.

2008-10-13T18:36:00.006+08:00

hahahaha omg.

it has been ages since i last blog.

well. today's the start of a new sem. IS class is like so-so only. dread going to school tomorrow cause i need to face my classmates again.

stepped into school today and felt something different although for the whole holiday i've been going to school almost everyday for canoepolo.

enough of school. i want to talk about yesterday.

12/10/08.

had a small canoepolo clique steamboat session at sinhan's house.

but we went town before that cause SOMEONE said something.

by the time we finished buying all the things it was already 8.30pm.

we were just laughing throughout the whole session because of the suaning of each other.

dickson the beggar can definitely be the next fg.

everything ended at around 11pm.

damian headed back home while the rest waited at the coffee shop and i went back home to take my unopened vodka.

ordered 4 bottles of beer only cause not everyone wants to drink beer and we still have vodka.

bought mixers and we started drinking. i've already have an aim of making dickson and leo drunk. hahaha.

dickson didn't want to drink at first but we kept feeding him vodka.

police came but it wasn't a warning about us gathering under the void deck or underage drinking. it's because i threw an empty bottle of green tea on the floor. it was like damn suay. cause when i turn and throw the bottle, i saw them coming out of the car but it was too late cause the bottle was released from my hands already.

jiawei and dickson got really really high, almost drunk.

my vodka finished. so mal and i went to but another bottle of scotch.

by that time leo cant drink anymore cause he puked and ben went home.

void deck again and jiawei puked.

started mixing the scotch. i did the last mix of the day and left it at the table while mal and i went to pee. when we came back sinhan finished the whole cup by himself. mal and i was like fuck we wanted to drink one.

i don't know who puked afterwards but someone did cause the void deck was in a mess.

went home. woke up and my tongue was like still kinda numb and was still light. prepared everything and headed to school.

jokers of the day: jiawei and dickson

turb0n3tics.

sehhhhhhhh.

finished these and some beer. the cup i stole from coffee shop. -.-

next time !

scotch baby !

no videos cause it's taking a dick to upload.

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2008-10-07T14:49:00.005+08:00

had overnight mj at xavin's house before going to gcc.

slept at 5am on the first night.

had a little sleep on the 2nd night.

3rd night went drinking.

so... i was freaking sleepy and tired throughout the whole camp.

needless to say the after camp pool slot was a total killer to me.

i think i was having a mini hangover and when i sprint i felt my boat was going left and right, not straight. although alex told me nothing of this sort happened when i sprint.

drinking became puking again. hahaha.

drank with a few sprinters. quite funny when they got drunk/high.

i just remembered i did like 5 star jumps because ben said it will get high, laughed at the slightest thing, played indian poker, played the hand game with sh (which he say don't have)

and the things which alex said to me.

i don't feel it myself but i will try.

maybe i just need more confidence in myself, don't be afraid to fail.

getting stressed AGAIN.

a little stress is good though.

the next thing is that i should really cut down on drinking. because of training and money. especially i shouldn't drink the day before a pool slot. it really drains me and i can't do my best making myself wasting my own time there. give it a count, it has been 3 pool slots i've done that sort of thing.

school reopen next week !

2008-10-01T11:20:00.001+08:00

parents leaving for japan in a few hours time.

kind of regretting now for not wanting to go.

what's keeping it alive ?

2008-09-29T20:35:00.001+08:00

hahahahaha.

tues and wed no training.

meaning it's time to catch up with my shows.

Prison break season 4.

Family guy season 7

Heroes season 3

2008-09-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

when there's training, i feel tired but still enjoy it.

when there isn't any training, i feel bored and just sleep throughout the day.

luckily there's canoepolo for my holidays.

i must be crazy. -.-

who want mj. i got the feel for it.

btw, my sister just spent the night watching F1 from her office. which is just above the grandstand area. and she even called to let us hear the sound.

pfft.

2008-09-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

i want to be bigger. a lot bigger.

but where's the time. .

school's starting ? means canoepolo would be my 2nd priority.

meaning i have to train harder and master as many boat skill as possible within these few training left.

2008-09-24T02:38:00.001+08:00

caps is finally over and i'm too lazy to blog about it.

lots of happenings though.

it was kind of fun i guess?

had a great rest on tuesday.

training later. back to norm.

2008-09-19T10:16:00.000+08:00

CAPS Juliet 08.

and it's raining.

and i'm still sleepy.

and we still got lots of shit to do.

BUT, we have our heaven box !

2008-09-18T10:16:00.002+08:00

CAPS is just tomorrow and logistics are having a big headache especially sh.

but we can do it! jyjy

going to be so tired and sleepy everyday from now onwards till monday.

and i think i can't collect my psp before CAPS. somehow i don't feel very sad, maybe it's because there's still a lot of things we need to settle so it occupies my mind.

think this will be the very last post of the week.

yeah. we feel rich. $1500 CASH.

2008-09-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

i'll just leave it to fate.

2008-09-15T20:04:00.005+08:00

Supposed to go out today to settle CAPS stuff but was cancelled last minute.

So going to skip land training tomorrow and settle them.

CAPS is just this friday, a lot more stuff coming up for us.

I can imagine 4 days without bathing and working like a dog.

jiayou all .

2008-09-15T20:04:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.

woooooooooooooooooo.

first time getting so high after drinking.

yesterday went out to play lantern and drinking session afterward.

leo got high after HALF a bottle of baron.

sh and i got high after TWO BOTTLES of baron.

we freaking noob can. must be too long never drink already.

benben video taped the whole thing, very stupid and personal.

i puked after that while walking home. and puked more after reaching home.

butbutbut, we wasn't drunk cause we still can remember the happenings.

whereas for sh he today then puked. o.O

photos and videos in my V9 so I don't know how to upload.

3.7083

2008-09-14T03:29:00.002+08:00

WA FUCK.

i just re-wrote the whole post cause i think i'm blogging crap.

it's like i forgotten how to blog already.

so i'm just going to summarise next week things.

Today. Gyming like finally.

Monday. Results. DIE.

Tuesday. Collect PSP.

Wednesday. Training.

Thursday. Training.

Friday. CAPS JULIET

SATURDAY. CAPS JULIET.

SUNDAY. CAPS JULIET.

MONDAY. CAPS JULIET.

WA THIS BLOG REALLY HOPELESS. AROUND 1 AND A HALF YEARS, I THINK IT'S GOING TO BE DEAD. I'M EVEN TOO LAZY TO OFF CAPS. NOT THAT I'M HAPPY ABOUT ANYTHING.

2008-09-11T14:43:00.003+08:00

Was late for yesterday training AGAIN.

I overslept this time and almost made sh late.

350 push-up, the next time would be 450.

and now, i don't think i can be late forever. every time late add 100. -.-

what made me overslept?

it's this.

Was plucking out the apple keys one by one till like 3am in the morning. damn hard to pluck each keys out. but i've gotten the hang of it.

after pool slot went to play monopoly and uno stacko while waiting for land training.

uno stacko is funnnnnnn

2008-09-08T01:57:00.001+08:00

was late for pool slot again . every time also late. as usual more push-ups . -.-

think sh and i got to meet earlier like 40mins before each training cause now we just meet 30mins before each training and we staying in bp. if miss 1 bus, that's it.

rest day tomorrow.

but those important caps comm people have to meet like so early in the morning at changi village.

as for me. i'm going to sleep till 11am and head down to sls to get my psp repaired. and find a vga to dvi-d cable.

i've spent like $200 in this single week. gawdddddd.

and wtf it's just monday only.

but! next month my pocket is getting fatter. A LOT fatter. =D

and my mum's boss asked me to play with foreign currencies if i've a lot of spare cash. even my mum supports me to play with currencies when she always ask me to don't touch shares. i just don't see the difference between playing with shares and currencies. but well, i might try. very good investment! lotsa money but long term, can drag till 10 years. -.-

i need claimssssssssssssssssss

2008-09-07T23:16:00.002+08:00

finally have the feeling to update this blog.

not much happening . everyday is just rowing and more rowing.

weekend was great. just stayed at home though. lazing on the bed, and it felt damn good.

i cherish any rest day so dearly now.

tuesday most probably going to sls to repair my psp.

night peeeeps

2008-09-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

falling sick again?!

i'm having sorethroat.

seems like a lot of people are having sorethroat nowadays. =/

those people who missed today's land training are going to get so fucked tomorrow, including me of course.

it's been a long long time since i've gym because of trainings and that tuesday is the only day that we can enjoy.

so we went to watch 4bia yesterday. sh was spoiling MY movie all the way.

drinking lots of water now because i don't want to fall sick again and god knows what is going to happen tomorrow at pool slot. it ain't gonna be good.

2008-08-30T18:47:00.003+08:00

i want a day off.

and i hope is tomorrow.

seriously need to stop and rest. simply just couldn't keep up with time.

holidays aren't meant to be hectic. but it just is for me, and my mates. =D

the 40 bucks necklace -.-!!!!

cold storage chicken after thurs training.

on the way to jiawei's house to get ready to lose my 13 bucks.

leo act shy only.

tomorrow!

i even dream of canoepolo when i sleep. siao liao la.

2008-08-29T03:16:00.002+08:00

weeeeeee. just finished dota with canoepolo mates.

it's been like a year or so since i last seriously dota-ed.

well. it's 3am now. had training today, as always.

having stomach pain now which i think i had my antibiotics like just only.

teacher's day celebration tomorrow... i doubt i'm going back to fajar although captain was kind to us pushing training time to 4pm.

if leo's going tomorrow then i'll be going. that's it all.

night peeps.

oya. happy birthday zhining!

been busy nowadays. very busy. so kind of chat lesser.

2008-08-27T20:38:00.004+08:00

okay. finally have the mood to blog because i'm so not sleepy now.

mahjong yesterday at jiawei's house. the bus ride to thiong bahru sucks. don't think will go to his house and play often the next time.

well. i lost 13 bucks. throughout the whole game i didn't win once. not even once. my luck kind of suck nowadays.

today had pool slot again. didn't wanted to wake up actually because almost everyday have to wake up in the morning.

went home. just slept all the way till 8pm. i'm like fully recharged now.

this is the amount of antibiotics that i have to finish. wa. just hate taking medication when there's training. make me feels all so drowsy and weak.

2008-08-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

training today and i actually did capsized in the middle of the pool where nobody was noticing.

i doubt i have the strength to do a hand roll so i just did a paddle row. phew.

went clarke quay after training to collect the race kit. the only thing i like is the water bottle.

the tshirt material kind of rough. felt like a low-grade dri fit.

ima go sleep now because tomorrow gonna wake up like 6am to prepare for gyming and mahjong.

i'm soooo drowsy today.

2008-08-25T10:25:00.003+08:00

oh god. yesterday night i accidentally deleted 1/4 of my blog template.

now okay already.

well. i think i'm all set for training already.

slept at 3am yesterday because i was adding userbars to my blog.

after training still need go down to clarke quay to collect the nike race kit. -.-

woooo. hahaha. omg. i randomly pressed one of my archives and i saw these pictures!

ahhhhhhhh. i still remembered i was going to get them last year but then i gave up the idea because of several things. but now the several things doesn't matter anymore. but then. so many training. no time for a puppy. waaa. i just hope it forever stay in this cute size. although when it grows up will sure become a damn handsome/pretty golden retriever.

2008-08-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

fuck man.

i'm freaking boredddd.

and i don't feel like watching shows or sleeping.

3 post in a day. that shows how bored i am.

2008-08-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

antibiotics make me weeeeak.

hope i won't drown in the pool tomorrow. -.-

2008-08-24T11:48:00.003+08:00

okay. so the last thing i ever want happened yesterday.

went home from mal house at around 12.30am. took a cab back.

was shivering, burning and having a headache while walking home.

went home and took the money to see doctor.

fever was like 39.1 degrees. throat was freaking pain. but that's not all.

the fees were like 80 plus bucks. _l_

well, the trip to the doctor and back was like forever.

homed, took the medication and dropped down to the bed.

now, no fever and the sore throat is a lot better. first time so fast recover from a fever. o.O

i got 3 days medical leave which is like for fuck. maybe for training only.

will try to go to monday's training.

sorry guys for leaving so early yesterday.

2008-08-23T14:20:00.004+08:00

Fitness test today. Well... my stamina gone down by a lot. Not surprising.

Slept for only 3 hours today because I was watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Was a funny movie.

and now, I'm having a sore throat, stomach pain, aches all over, sleepiness and a very bad abrasion at my tail bone area.

the last thing I want is to get feverish.

I'm going to take a nap. Hope will be feeling better when I wake up and have a round of overnight mahjong. jyjy!

what am i feeling right now? SHITTY.

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i felt irritated by the picture

2008-08-22T23:12:00.001+08:00

Heroes is done with after spending about 34 hours on it.

i need my stamina tomorrow and i hope it's still there.

2008-08-21T01:08:00.001+08:00

Family guy is over and done with.

Now, Heroes and Prison Break.

2008-08-17T19:01:00.003+08:00

Watched Taken yesterday. Finally a good movie.

I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom, I could tell you I don't have money. But what I do have, are a very particular set of skills. Skills that I've acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you let my daughter go now, that would be the end of it. But if you don't, I will look for you. I will find you. I will kill you. - Bryan from Taken

2008-08-17T00:59:00.001+08:00

Holiday training schedule:

Monday - 2p.m to 5p.m

Wednesday - 9a.m. to 12p.m
Thursday - 5p.m to 830p.m
Friday - 10p.m to 2p.m
Saturday - 9a.m. to 2p.m

Alternate Sunday - 9a.m. to 1p.m

2008-08-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

i MUST repair my PSP SOON.

it is essential without a notebook in school.

andd.

i'm mapling soon. my classmate introduced a server with PvP system.

2008-08-15T14:39:00.003+08:00

omg i hate having flu. i can't concentrate and i feel sleepyyyyyyy.

hope i'll be alright tomorrow cause i'm having my first exam. jyjy !

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Hitler complaining about ERP.

haha omg this shit got my drive to study again. there's a lot of different version but i got bored watching so many of the same scene with different subtitles. there's like soccer, xbox, vista etc. etc.

2008-08-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

exams will be starting the day after tomorrow.

kind of slack throughout today.

anyway went youtube again to watch some family guy moments.

here's another one.

and after that i felt bored so i started holding down "command + N" key while Safari was on.

this would be how it looked like in expose .

2008-08-13T20:21:00.001+08:00

the days till exam are like effing slow .

i just want to get it over with.

2008-08-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

I didn't notice national day was really over till I saw the string of flags hanging at the HDB when I was waiting for bus today.

When I first saw the flags I was like thinking, 'oh, national day is coming'

the next thought that flashed across was 'oh ya, it's already over' -.-

I myself really got no idea why I had those thoughts. Maybe it's because I'm still blur in the morning.

but I thought to myself, the level of being patriotic.

Primary school would be the highest, when we sang the national anthem and said the pledge loudly.

Secondary school only a minor still recite them, I could only remember one guy which is nicholas.

JC you still get the morning assembly.

but when you are in Poly, you are completely patriotic-less.

then again when guys serve the army, we become damn patriotic again.

if you ask me do I care about national day.

the definite answer would be no.

how saddening.

i bet if government officials were to read my blog, they will implement morning assembly in poly. and of course Additional Social Studies.

god.. am i so bored to blog this useless post?

i am bored.

2008-08-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

i miss tanning !

soon soon x)

2008-08-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

guess i should do a decent post.

Dad's going back tomorrow. I just feel sad for him. It's has been 6 years. I don't miss him anymore but I just really pity him. No man should leave his family for so long. and whenever he comes back I'm about half a year older. Half a year... it's too much of a change. But there's a still a bond between him and I. I guess this type of father-son bond is unbreakable, even if we did not see each other for ages. Guess when the next time he will be back? it's CNY. it's just not healthy like this. I'll just hope things changes for the better and he will be settling down in Singapore, for good.

I looked at my calender today. and I smiled to myself.

because, our 2 months break are coming. just 9 more days.

i really need this break although poly wasn't that tough.

it's just that. studying is getting seriously boring. how many times did we go through this process? We've been studying for like 12 years. so sick of it already.

and canoepolo is being missed. ngeeann swimming pool is being missed too.

we used to hit the waters 2 times a week. exercise together 3 times a week.

2 weeks without those just doesn't feel right.

and i'm having headaches since yesterday. definitely not because of studying.

i want to just laze aroundddddddd . .

lol. i've been blogging for more than a year. good job !

2008-08-10T00:22:00.003+08:00

pretty much.

dead.

family guy, sleeping, studying.

another scene that made me LOL when i was lying on my bed watching.

2008-08-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

oooooooogy wawaaaaaaa

2008-08-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

finally some workout.

i'ma go sleep.

it's all about studying and getting rich.

2008-08-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

what a bad day =(

2008-08-05T18:46:00.002+08:00

come to think of it i think i'm still having classes.

lol. to hell with it. self declared holiday/study week started like yesterday.

i can feel the ~2 months break is coming.

exams? all prepared. i finished earlier than i expected.

holiday blog post are always full of crap. see how many post i posted in day.

it's freakinggg boringg i tell you. pfft.

2008-08-05T16:25:00.001+08:00

we all had our days .

2008-08-05T00:22:00.001+08:00

i need a little more luck than a little bit.

2008-08-03T16:30:00.001+08:00

study week is boringggg.

because it feels like holiday but we are obliged to study.

2008-08-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

...So don't run who you become felon, embrace it, grow from it and you will never lose sight of what truly matters. You protect your family at all cost, even if you are force to kill again... because if I had to I will wipe out the whole planet to get mine back. - John Smith from Felon.

Felon was a greattttttt movie. go catch it yo.